They tell you this is not the right time
they challenge you to kiss him for the first time
they ask you to wait for a long time
 they want you to forget all the hard times

?and no one asks you, how are you feeling
?what are you longing for
?who are you missing more

So you just stay quiet, keep your thoughts inside your head
and you miss him longer, as you pack lunch for the day, and you stop talking and you stop writing 

Each time you just sink a little lower 
and this time you are going all the way down...